Emptiness

Naive me thought surrounding myself with people all day can eventually fill the void within me. Unfortunately, that brisk 5 minutes walk home drilled a hole so big in my heart no amount of people will be able to fill it. Those emotions, feelings of rejections, failure all came flooding in this empty heart of mine. Just that one person for me to be myself with, without any mask, without any filter through my mind, without any restriction.

I hate when I get all emotional like this but it is something I can't avoid. I can minimize but this feeling of don't belong and loneliness shall never fade away..